Now (or never!)

Tired of putting away things for "later" - when is later anyway?

Why do we believe in putting pain before pleasure? Why do we think that having fun is wrong?

Why not NOW? What's wrong with NOW?

Now is a great time to be.

For instance, I want a break NOW! I just want to go somewhere really pretty, park myself on a bench and just drink in all the beauty... NOW! 

Oh wait... now I have work... 

broken

How can I even try

I can never win

Hearing them, seeing them

In the state I'm in

http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/when-you-have-a-broken-heart/

"The revelation disenfranchises you, numbs you, you're defeated. Everything you hoped and dreamed for is dashed, but worse, all the laughs... and him looking into your eyes was just a fat lie, a big joke, and you can't help but feel an enveloping sense of hopelessness. You want to believe that everything happens for a reason, but you get to thinking that everything happens because you're useless."

Memories

"The more you love a memory the stronger and stranger it becomes."

Vladimir Nabokov

days go by

… and I hear nothing from you

are you okay?

I am missing you…

GWS and God Bless

Explore. Dream. Discover.

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed
by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do.
So throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbor.
Catch the trade winds in your sails.
Explore. Dream. Discover.
- Mark Twain

Thanks for the mail

I am so glad you took the time to reply.

Means a lot to me on a dreary Monday.

My present to you this year

“Thank God I found the GOOD in goodbye…” ― Beyonce Knowles

life goes on

i guess it's unfair to expect that everyone else's life should be put on hold just because i fail to have a "life" of my own... 

to all those who move on, have the courage to move on, my sincere admiration and my best wishes.

in the mean time, this is just another "thing" i need to get past - another hurt i need to absorb - and i should do this gladly - because i love them - all - and they don't know how much.

peace.

and wishes for a great reawakening...

Gorgeous Chandelier at Tolly Club

Last Saturday

I was so happy to meet you around that corner.

(Wish it happened oftener.)

Today...

For the first time in years, I don’t feel like crying today…  

That’s good right? Or is it because I don’t feel much of anything nowadays?

If it’s a defense mechanism, then I have to say it’s working. I didn’t like that dull ache inside that refused to stop and reminded me of you.