Some words and lies

This I say to you

In the sad guise of a verse I know you'll never read

I don't keep promises I don't make.
You have to understand...

And not be petulant about imagined unrealities

Sometimes I am tired too

And all the world is not about you

And try to understand - yes, I am avoiding you

I like my bleakness and my oblivion

And my dark shadows are shelters

I need to hide and I need to shield

The secrets I can't reveal

Some things are better not stirred

Some words are best not said

So, yes, I am a coward and I will refrain

From speaking out when you are vain

And sometimes, when you act out of hand

I will sigh and laugh it off

As a charm and when

I die some more inside

I hope you never see me cry

I don't want to explain sometimes

I just want the loneliness

And no reasons to answer why

I think that's why I lie...

I hope you're happy, I wish you well

And it doesn't have to be me you tell

I wish you all the best in life

Just let me be, just let me be.

So MAD with a supposed "friend"...